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Random Facts: About Raya 2011

2011-10-18T01:50:00.008+08:00

I know it's late to talk about this. I was waiting for the pictures from all my family to put in here. But, I still want to talk about it because this Raya has been the most memorable moment for me. :) SO here they are;

30th August 2011

For the first time ever, the whole family went to Masjid At-Taqwa untuk sembahyang Raya. And all the girls in the family are in se'suci' lebaran condition. Hehe. Kagum kan? ;) Wore my favourite telekung yang baru basuh that day. *joget joget* :p

After sembahyang Raya, all of us went to Tanah Perkuburan Kiara to visit my beloved late sis-in-law. And then we went staright to Kiara Park, TTDI for Raya photoshoot. Goldie! Hee. And then masa bersalam-salaman dekat rumah and kutip duit Raya. Nasib baik tak kerja lagi. Dapat lah lagi duit Raya. Teehee. Anyways, this year telah mencatat gambar Raya paling terbanyak. Pening kepala nak pilih weh. Hoho.

This year is our third year Raya in Kuala Lumpur. Dah tak ada kampung dah kita. Sob sob. :( Anyway for me, this year is the best Raya in KL. Main mercun and bunga api ramai-ramai. Terbaik lah sampai dua policemen datang. One of them asked, "Boleh tak main mercun yang tak ada bunyi?" And we were like- Errr....ada ke mercun yang tak ada bunyi? Haha. And second time they came again, all of us went running lintang-pukang. My nephews and nieces semua bising, "Weh cepat-cepat main bunga api!" Haha

2nd September 2011

Went to watch movie, The Smurf with family on the third day of Raya.

Makan at McD CenterPoint dengan family at night. Dah macam Mamak dah kitorang buat. Hughu-hagha. Haha.

Random

Hari Raya adalah hari menggemukkan perut. So setiap open house, I make sure I'd tried all the food that I like to eat. *Thumbs up*

Celebrated following days of Raya watching horror movies from bro-in-law's external with family. Seronok sangat jerit-jerit tutup-tutup muka dengan bantal beramai-ramai. Hee.

Rasa-rasanya Ramadhan kali ni cepat sangat berlalu. Tapi tapiii rasa-rasa jugak Raya kali ni lama tangat. Hee kita sukaaaa :p

Above all, what I'm trying to say is that this is the best Raya I've had. I spent most of Raya with my whole family. I'm so happy and I love them a lot. <3 But of course, I hope next and next and next Raya would be better and much happier gradually. Cheers~

Being alone

2011-10-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

When I stay at home, people would say I don't have a life. When I got out, people would say I go out too much. When I'm alone, people would say I'm a loner. When I'm with my friends, people would say I'm too dependent. Oh well, I'm used to it. It's called life.

Relationship (6)

2011-10-12T19:48:00.006+08:00

True relationship is where one does not leave us for our small mistakes and weaknesses but stay with us for the many great things that happen when we're together. :))))

Love your friends/partner for who they are.

Relationship (5)

2011-10-12T19:36:00.002+08:00

I am not looking for the money you have. I am not looking for your looks. I am just looking for your heart.

Harta yang banyak bukan segala-galanya. Rupa yang menawan bukan segala-galanya. Tetapi hati yang baik adalah sebaik-baiknya.

Random: About Me

2011-10-12T19:27:00.004+08:00

I love doing what I do.
And I'm still going to do what I wanna do.
Because I do what I do.
:)

I care less if someone doesn't like it.
It's called self-satisfaction.
Live life to the fullest!

Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada?

2011-10-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

Well, people will never get satisfied. We always have unlimited wants in life, don't we?

Bila kita kurus, kita nak gemuk. Bila kita dah gemuk, kita nak kurus pulak? Vice versa.
Bila rambut kita straight, kita nak curl kan. Bila rambut kita dah curl, kita nak straight pulak? Vice versa.
Bila kita ada boyfriend, kita nak single. Bila kita dah single, kita nak boyfriend pulak? Vice versa.
Bila kita ada boyfriend, kita macam nak boyfriend orang. Bila kita dapat boyfriend lain, kita nak boyfriend yang dulu pulak? Vice versa.

Zzzzzz

Life's not fair?

2011-10-12T19:03:00.005+08:00

A guy told me this,

"Even if I'm not a virgin, no one would know anyway."

I was like, that's not fair? *raised eyebrow*

"Why can the guys fling around with many girls even if they already have a girlfriend? But we can't fling with many guys even we don't have a boyfriend?"

"This is the world we're living in.
DEAL WITH IT!"

Wth? Zzzz

Friendship (7)

2011-10-12T18:49:00.003+08:00

Best friends are those whom we do not need to meet often, no need to contact frequently and not even need to express our love towards them. Yet they still know that they always have their place in our hearts no matter how far we are apart. As people's saying goes,
'Jauh di Mata, Dekat di Hati.'

Confession of a shopaholic (2)

2011-10-05T16:48:00.008+08:00

NOTE: This is only for SHOPAHOLIC.
Tips from the girl with the green scarf.

#1 Do not walk in any shop...

Do not walk in any shop even if your intention is just to 'window shop'. Because eventually, it will end up like-- errr...window shopping much?...NOT! Pfft. Plus, even if you had your mindset ahead not to shop, trust me, that won't help either. :p

#2 Do not carry any cash...

Do not carry any cash or might as well do not put your money in your bank account. As long as you have the money, you will definitely find a way to make it gone. Hoho. Even when your heart says,

"Oh, I'll just bring extra cash. Just in case." or

"I'm going to take small amount of cash from the ATM. But I'll try to save up. If I don't buy anything, I'll put it back in the ATM. No big deal."

Like seriously? Because most of the time you will be like-- I just took few cash, now where did they gone too? WOOPSIE! Toooo late! Haha. That would obviously be no longer bringing cash for ~~just-in-case~~ because then it would be, gone, just-in-flash. LOL.

#3 Do not accompany anyone to shop or window shop...

Do not accompany your friend to shop or just to window shop with him/her. Even if your intention is veeeery generous, you just want to accompany your friend, and you like 'hey why not?.' Eventually, you will be dragged by your friend to join him/her to shop as well. And later, you finally find yourself like-- err...why on earth did I ever follow him/her?...YIKES! *Face palm*

#4 Make a list for things to buy?....

Nahhh.... Even if you make a list, you would end up buying things way beyond what you have listed. Sometimes, you would not even buy things you have listed pun. So, forget it! Hoho.

I know these tips aren't helpful. Ahah. It's a self-note though. Write it based on my experience. Reminds me of my sicking bad habit of shopping. But still, nahhh...not helping. Hihi.

:P:P:P

Random: About my baby twins

2011-10-05T11:00:00.012+08:00

Left: Wan Sirhan
Right: Wan Shahmi

So here are my cute little nephews. Aged 3. But they are sooo goooood when it comes to answering questions. Hehe. Kiut! :)

Mama told me about this;

SCENE 1
One fine day, in the car with my Mom, my Dad and their cousin- Akid, my 13-years-old nephew,

Mama: Dah call Mama belum bagitau nak datang rumah Tokki?
Twins: Abang Akid dah bagitau Pak Njang belum nak datang rumah Tokki?
(without answering my Mom's question. they asked Akid instead. amboi pandai mengelat)

SCENE 2
And so they called their mom.

Twins: Mama, abang Yan dengan Ami nak pergi rumah Tokki.
Sis-in-law: Okay. Nanti balik ye.
Twins: Tak balik. Tak balik. Mama kan esok kerja. (haha. tak pasal :p)

SCENE 3
Then they realized that there is a hole on top of my Dad's Mercedes. And so they asked,

Twins: Kenapa kereta Tokki ada lubang kat atas ni?
Mama: Nenek nak tanya, kereta Tokki ni buruk ke baru?
Twins: Kereta Tokki kereta sport.
(which is obviously not a sport car. and still, not answering Mama's question. pandai betul ambik hati kan. lol)

So effing adorable aren't they? They never fail to make me laugh :D
Loves~

Kata-kata Keramat Ayahanda

2011-09-24T22:36:00.004+08:00

Lima benda kita tak tahu:

Esok
Jodoh
Bila kita mati
Di mana kita mati
Ayah tak ingat...

Ayah pun ambil Al-Quran.

Surah Luqman ayat terakhir:

Hari Qiamat
Bila hujan turun
Apa dalam rahim
Hari esok
Di mana kita mati

Random Facts: About Me

2011-09-18T16:19:00.003+08:00

I love to wear make-up and dressed up not because I want to look pretty or to look good. But because it makes me feel good, gets me into mood and it is just something I love doing. :)

Friendship (6)

2011-09-18T16:11:00.003+08:00

True friends are those who will stand by you no matter what. Whom you may sometimes fight with but you get back eventually and befriends again. Who forget that you have ever fought before and pretend it never happened even if you have fight for many times through out your friendship.

2016 (2)

2011-09-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

You can take everything I have. You can break everything I am like I'm made of glass like I'm made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper b*tches. ;)

Song by Demi Lovato

Relationship (5)

2011-09-03T01:26:00.005+08:00

I don't want to be anybody's girlfriend.
I just want to be someone's wife.

Confession of a shopaholic

2011-08-21T07:19:00.002+08:00

We should not be blamed for being a shopaholic.
Blame the sellers and designers!

Relationship (4)

2011-08-21T07:05:00.008+08:00

Perfect couple is one that completes each other with their differences not their similarities.

There is no such thing as perfect man end up with the same perfect woman.

People

2011-08-21T07:00:00.002+08:00

People can give good advice to others.
But they tend to have problems applying it to themselves.

PAST-PRESENT-FUTURE

2011-08-20T08:36:00.005+08:00

Do not dwell in your past or you won't go anywhere just thinking of something that you can never change. And do not hold your breath for things to happen in the future or you'll stuck waiting for things that might not even happen at all. Just cherish each second of your present moment and enjoy the ride until you get to your destination. ;)

Relationship (3)

2011-08-20T08:06:00.005+08:00

Allah met me with a wrong guy. Just to make me realize that he's not good for me. And that there are still many guys out there. He took him away so that I won't get stuck being his victim.

Allah met me with a good guy. Just to take out the best out of him. Then He took him away probably to avoid any bad things from happen.

Allah met me with a perfect guy. Took the best out of him. And help me change to be a better person. But He took him away too because of our long journey to go.

Allah is the only person who knows who we will end up with. Have faith. Because one day, the right one will eventually show up. You will never know who you might end up with. ;)

Relationship (2)

2011-08-20T08:01:00.002+08:00

Enough with boyfie, I want a hubby.

Cheat code to win my heart :
Boleh jadi Imam saya dan boleh bimbing saya. :)

Relationship (1)

2011-08-20T07:40:00.010+08:00

I've been with few
Boyfriends.

I've felt
How to be loved
How to love
The feeling of being happy
The feeling of being hurt
Failure in relationship
To leave, being left and let go
How to move on
At least.

It's a wonderful
Experience
Some may not experience it
Some may wish to have it.

For me
I think its enough
I never regret it
I'm happy
To experience it.

But this time
I just want a hubby.
;)

Who says?

2011-08-20T07:33:00.002+08:00

Who says I can't always get what I want?
I always get what I want.
I just can't keep what I have.
But at least, I had it once.
Even for just a while.
Do you?
:)

Friendship (5)

2011-07-26T01:52:00.003+08:00

Bila kawan pergi.
Don't worry.
Last-last semua mati jugak.
Kubur, lain-lain.

Friendship (4)

2011-07-26T01:48:00.004+08:00

Biar pun 10 kawan pergi,
Biar kan saja.
Beribu kawan akan datang.

Life (4)

2011-07-13T08:28:00.003+08:00

When we were teenagers,
we have lots of time,
we have lots of energy
but we have no money!

When we started working,
we have lots of money
but we do not have the time
and energy to spend it.

When we are pensioners,
we have lots of money and time,
but we do not have the energy.

Isn't life unfair?!

Live life to the fullest! :)

Hazirah (Cibi)

Beza Cinta Lelaki dan Wanita

2011-07-13T08:17:00.004+08:00

Cinta lelaki selalunya manis. Kerana lelaki yang bercinta seringkali memberi ucapan dan kata-kata manis. Sering juga menabur janji-janji manis.

Cinta wanita pula selalunya pahit. Kerana wanita yang bercinta kadang kala rela menerima janji-janji manis lelaki yangg belum tentu ada kebenarannya. Wanita yang bercinta kadang kala sanggup terseksa demi lelaki yang dicintainya. Bukankah itu pahit?

Cinta lelaki mudah diagih-agihkan. Buktinya, lihat sahaja lelaki mampu untuk memberi cinta kepada lebih dari seorang perempuan dalam satu-satu masa.

Cinta wanita pula selalunya setia. Tulus dan romantis. Kerana wanita yang bercinta selalunya sangat kudus.

Istimewanya cinta lelaki kerana kadang kala ia sukar dipamerkan. Cinta nya ada dalam hati, untuk dirasai bukan untuk ditontoni oleh semua orang. Kerana cinta itu terlalu istimewa bagi seorang lelaki.

Cinta wanita pula kadang kala terlalu jelas pada pandangan matanya, tingkah lakunya dan juga tutur katanya.

Cinta lelaki dan cinta wanita walau ada bezanya ia tetap cinta. Cinta yang datang dari hati. Cinta yg dirasai dengan sanubari. Cinta yang hadir dalam diri.

Source: Internet

Life (3)

2011-07-13T08:03:00.004+08:00

Life is too short to be taken seriously.
Why so serious? :D

Kadang-kadang (3)

2011-07-13T08:00:00.002+08:00

Kadang-kadang diam itu kan lebih baik.

Life (2)

2011-07-13T07:58:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to feel sad.

Life is Scarcity

2011-07-13T07:47:00.008+08:00

Life is like scarcity

Everything is in dilemma

Between two choices

There are cost and opportunity cost

Sometimes you are in between two things

But you can never do or have both

Because of the scarcity

And so you need to forgo one from the two

Each has their own benefit and risk

It's either you choose one and take up the benefit and the risk

And lose the benefit and risk of the other one

It's like either you shop or you don't shop and save the money

It's like either you talk or be quiet

It's like either you choose to be single or in a relationship

It's like either you choose guy/girl A or guy/girl B

It's like either you fight back or you choose not to defend yourself

It's like either you choose to go out with group of A friends or B friends

It's like either you have to listen to your mom or your dad

It's like either you go out with your family or your friends

It's like either you choose to eat or you go on diet

It's like either you get angry or give silent treatment

It's like either you show your love by words or by action

Everything has their own pro and cons

Life as we see it, we are in the middle

In between

Whatever path we choose

Just follow your heart

And never regret

Because then only we will know what the outcome would be

I remember a poem I've learned in school

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost

When things left unsaid (2)

2011-07-13T07:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when things we left unsaid,
It is better left that way.

Memory Loss

2011-07-13T06:45:00.008+08:00

I went to play baseball at Batting Cage, One Utama. I paid for 5 tokens. And as I was going to the batting cage, I walked back to the staff in charge and asked him,
Where are the tokens?
And he said, I've already given you.
And I was like... Really? Where did I put it?
He said, In your purse.
And so I checked. Ohhhhh yeah. *Face palm* Have you given me the change of RM5.00?
Yes. Its in your purse too.
I checked, took a piece of RM5.00 in my purse, showed him and asked, Is this the change you gave me?
And he said, YES. *Double face palm* ;P

When things left unsaid (1)

2011-07-13T06:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when things we left unsaid,
End up we hurt both ways.

Working life (1)

2011-07-13T06:35:00.001+08:00

I learn and realize that people do come and go.

Friendship (3)

2011-07-13T06:30:00.003+08:00

Whenever I go, I always end up making friends.
Whenever I make friends, they always treat me well.

I am grateful.

2016

2011-07-11T09:09:00.002+08:00

One day I'll be living in a big new city. And all you're ever gonna be is mean. And a liar. And pathetic. And alone in life.

Song by Taylor Swift

Friendship (2)

2011-07-11T02:31:00.003+08:00

I may not have thousands of friends like some people,
but having a few good ones are already enough for me.

Man in my life (Intro)

2011-07-11T01:32:00.006+08:00

As I was going through my older post, I came across my post where I had wrote that man should not put guidelines on what kind and types of girl they would want to live with. Not aware of it, I myself was actually doing the same thing. *Face palm*. I did not realize that I was putting guidelines for my Mr. Right.

The guidelines were as follows:

He must be in either first, Engineering line. Second Architecture. And third, Pilot perhaps. Not interested with the same line -Accountancy. :P
'Jambu' looking guy. Fair skin. Tak kacak takpe. Asal kan sedap mata memandang. :P
Have a car. Neo or other luxurious car would be an added advantage. Lol. Bukan nak kata aku materialistic. Tapi at least kalau ada kereta senang la kan nak keluar. Tak kisah la kereta apa. Tak ada la aku yang perempuan ni nak kena ambil? *Dush dush*
Body mesti sedap dan mantap. Fit. Okay ni penting. :D *Berangan jap -sedapnya kalau peluk* ^_^
Good in sport especially futsal and football. Hooyeah! Tak kacak pun boleh jadi kacak ok. :P (Ni tak penting sangat. Optional)
Good in playing any instrument especially guitar. But I'm into drummers more actually. (This is too, just an option. Tak dapat? Ada aku kisah? :p)
Good in English. Well I don't think my English is good enough. And that's why I need someone who have better English than me. So he can be my walking dictionary. Hehe. Debaters are awesome choice. :)
Last but not least, okay this is tthe most important part. He must not be one of my friends. It means I would prefer to fall in love with a stranger, not totally but friend of friends would definitely be my preference for Mr. Right. It's just that I don't think I can ever fall in love with my friend. It seems so wrong and awkward and weird and... just not right for the way I see it.

So yeah, those were my Principe I've been holding all this while.
And then it hits me. Dang!

Appreciation (2)

2011-07-11T00:52:00.003+08:00

Only when until you lose what you had,
you'll learn to appreciate what you have already got in the first place.

Never say Never?

2011-07-11T00:01:00.005+08:00

When they say "FOREVER" or "EVER" or "NEVER", that's just BULLSHIT.

What If? (2)

2011-07-10T23:53:00.004+08:00

Honestly, there are No IF,
No WHY and even No WHEN!

What If? (1)

2011-07-10T23:44:00.005+08:00

Someone asked me...

"You are not falling for me right?"

And I was like...

WHAT IF?

or

WHY NOT?

But oh well I did not pop out the question though. Haha

If Only...

2011-07-10T23:35:00.006+08:00

If only I can turn back time.

But I certainly have no regret.

Instead I am grateful I've gone through the past.

And still manage to be standing here.

Kadang-kadang (2)

2011-06-04T19:14:00.004+08:00

Sila jangan cari pasal.

You think you know me,

But you have no idea.

Kadang-kadang buat baik itu ada limit dia.

This is what you get.

2011-06-04T17:42:00.006+08:00

"Sebaik-baik mana orang itu. Kalau janji sering dimungkiri. Hipokrit bermaharajalela di hati. Sama sahaja dengan sejahat-jahat manusia lain."

Awak bukan lah yang terbaik untuk saya. Hanya Tuhan yang boleh maafkan u.

Get.A.Life (2)

2011-06-04T17:38:00.006+08:00

Don't act like you know everything when you actually know n.o.t.h.i.n.g.

Because what you see or hear is not always what you think.

So get.a.fucking.life. Because I don't.give.a.fucking.damn. about yours.

Thank you. ;)

Kadang-kadang (1)

2011-03-30T01:13:00.003+08:00

Bila kita dapat apa yang kita nak, kita tak dapat apa yang kita nak.
Bila kita tak dapat apa yang kita nak, kita dapat apa yang kita nak.

PERFECT

2011-03-30T01:04:00.004+08:00

Perfect isn't everything.
Sometimes, even perfect can't still satisfy anything.

It was never between me and you, so yeah wtv screw you

2009-11-22T21:36:00.006+08:00

People are often unreasonable and self-centered.

FORGIVE THEM ANYWAY.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motive.

BE KIND ANYWAY.

If you are honest, people may cheat you.

BE HONEST ANYWAY.

If you find happiness, people may be jealous.

BE HAPPY ANYWAY.

The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.

DO GOOD ANYWAY.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.

GIVE YOUR BEST ANYWAY.

For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.

IT NEVER WAS BETWEEN YOU AND THEM.

- Mother Teressa

Matmeyn!

Life (1)

2009-11-16T02:33:00.008+08:00

Enemies

2009-11-16T02:33:00.002+08:00

Penganiaya menganiaya yang dianiaya teraniaya

2009-11-16T02:27:00.002+08:00

Doa 1 orang yang teraniaya 100 kali lebih termakbul daripada doa 100 orang yang menganiaya. -Taubat

Love from Penang to KL

2009-09-27T03:09:00.007+08:00

If I talk about other girls,
it's not that I want them
but I want you and love one and only you.

If I am mad at you,
it's not you but me
bcus of not taking good care of you.

If I say I love you with my lazy voice,
I'm sorry but I mean it
and I want to get more attention from you.

If I don't give you what you want,
it's not that I don't love you
but I'll try my best.

Love me like you never let me go

2009-09-26T04:45:00.001+08:00

Love me like you'd always want me happy
Love me like you'd always want to see me smile
Love me like you'd sacrifice everything for me
Love me like you'd never want to see me cry
Love me like you'd never want to let me go

Ghost of Girlfriend's Past

2009-09-26T04:38:00.002+08:00

PAIN beats REGRET

Appreciation (1)

2009-09-26T03:44:00.004+08:00

When you lose something,
You can always replace them
When you lose someone,
You can ~~never~~ replace them

That's when we start to appreciate
That's when we start to flash back the memories
That's when all the regrets lie
That's when we wish we could have spend more time
That's when we wish we could turn back time

Some people they don't express
Some people they never appreciate
Some people they forget
Some people they just leave

I need you people

2009-09-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

I need people to read my thoughts
I need people to feel my feelings
I need people to have my heart
I need people to take my place

So they could understand my situation

How I've been feeling
What I've been keeping
All this while,
Waiting something inside me to burst out
Wanting to scream out loud and
Trying to escape from my body

I need you people

EVIL WORLD = HARD LIFE

2009-07-28T00:13:00.009+08:00

WORLD IS EVIL
WORLD IS CRUEL
LIFE IS HARD,
LIFE IS UNFAIR

but well

THAT’S LIFE
SO WE JUST HAVE TO BEAR WITH IT

And continue living

OR ELSE IT WONT BE CALLED LIFE

And we just die.

Perhentian Island @ Bubu Resort

2009-07-13T22:14:00.009+08:00

For further details, please go to this link:

www.buburesort.com.my
www.perhentianresorts.com

Love is silly, stupid, blind?

2009-06-12T13:47:00.003+08:00

Heard this from fly.fm this morning:

never give 100% love

because ~~nothing~~ is a guarantee

and that nothing will be left for u then

;) cheers~

I Miss Him

2009-05-14T04:38:00.002+08:00

I miss your messy hair
I miss your innocent face
I miss your shy smile
I miss your stupid humor
I miss your everything

Your messy hair makes me feel you're cute

Your innocent face makes me in love with you

Your shy smile makes my heart melt down

Your stupid humor makes me laugh on your sillyness

Your everything makes my world go round

Him:

I miss your sweet face

I miss your childish laugh

I miss your soft hand

I miss your cute smile

I miss your everything

cermin diri dulu

2009-05-12T02:20:00.004+08:00

Got this from a newspaper;

'Sebenarnya ramai yang suka menyalahkan orang lain daripada mencerminkan diri sendiri. Terutama apabila gagal mendapatkan sesuatu yang dihajati. Kerana itukan lebih mudah.'

Lu pikir la sendiri

Im not...a perfect girl

2009-05-06T01:34:00.007+08:00

Something for us to remember

2009-05-05T22:27:00.007+08:00

Mummy got this message from our car dealer and I would like to share this with everyone.

Untuk renungan kita bersama;

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul
Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole

Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger
Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble

Sometimes Allah allows us illness so we can take better care of ourselves
Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything he gave us

Kadang-kadang kita tahu apa yang terkandung di sebalik hakikat sebenar,
Tetapi kita masih tidak mahu merima.

Kalau ada kematian, kita ingatkan diri kita,
'Ini ajal, kita perlu terima, mungkin ada sebab di sebaliknya.'
Tetapi kadang-kadang kita lupa dan masih meratapi kematian.

Kalau ada kegagalan, kita ingatkan diri kita,
'Alah, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik.'
Tetapi kadang-kadang kita masih diselubungi kesedihan.

Kalau ada bencana menimpa, kita ingatkan diri kita,

'Mungkin ada kebaikan yang akan datang.'

Tetapi kadang-kadang kita masih tidak dapat menerima bencana yang menimpa.

Hakikatnya, kita hanya manusia biasa.
But its good for us to remember.

OPEN YOUR EYES

2009-04-28T05:06:00.003+08:00

With regard to the previous post,

Look, people. Sometimes you get too engrossed in finding the the right one that sometimes you forget the people behind you. Giving you support. Sometimes the one who gives you support is the one you actually looking for. But you are too blind to see that. Go wear your specs and see, who is by your side? Being with you when you are sad, when you are in hard times, when you are down, and when you are happy? Being with you all this while? That person might be the one you really need. Well, to be honest, I made the mistake. I just I don't want people to make the same mistake. Try to appreaciate people around you. You don't have to search far. I am really sure the one you are looking for is just soo near to you. But you just don't see that...

That's one problem there. Now, another problem here is when you can see and look with your eyes, but it's just happen that you do not open your eyes wide enough. I mean you know someone that is soo close to you and likes you pretty much but you totally ignored? Wth? You still demanding and wanting the bomb bomb one. Hello, excuse me? This is the time when I shall say, again, bersyukur lah dengan apa yang ada. The person who is always by your side. I mean this person might be great enough to be yours. Why should you find others?

Okay, there might be a small problem where in the case if this person is a guy, I would say BE A MAN. You're a man. Act like a man. Make the first move. If she is searching for someone, just speak out. Tell your feelings. I mean what to be ashamed off? You're a guy. And that's what a guy do, to approach girls and make the first move, isn't it? I know nowadays girls do sometimes make the first move, but let's just don't go against the nature all right. So, so, back to the guy, go, go and go for her lah. You just need to try. If she doesn't want you, then too bad for her, and for you, maintain macho sudah. Apa nak malu? Kalau nak malu pun, malu sekali je. Tapi kalau menyesal? Berkali-kali!

So, why search far when it's just right in front of you? You just need to
open your eyes more widely.

DREAM GUY

2009-04-28T03:43:00.003+08:00

'Dream guy will only be in your dreams,

Soulmate will be your partner'

-AIN NORMAN

I had a crush on this one guy. Since I was.... I don't know..? Standard 6? Form 1, I guess? Ever since I was in a relationship I still got crush on him. And then got into another relationship, stop having crush on him for a while but then went back on him again after broke up. I mean, when will this stop??? Then when I found a new one, it makes me think, what if one day HE likes me? He, who I had crush on all this while, likes me? How am I going to handle it? I probably be in a total dilemma I would say. Should I stop my relationship with the one now so that I could be with the guy that I always dream of? OH shit.

Now that's stupid. I stop and think. If HE ever likes me, at the time when I am with someone that is totally kind, good hearted and amazingly great person, why should I choose HIM over a great guy I have already known and I have already got in my arm? What if things did not work out between me and my so-called dream guy? I mean HE's just a dream guy. I don't know the REAL him. Can he fulfill my dreams? Won't it be such a waste letting a great person go just for the sake to having this "DREAM GUY"?

My friend, Nikky told me what Ain have said (above). And I find it true. How can a dream guy be your dream guy if you already have him? Dream guy is just meant to be in your dreams. Not for you to have. But soulmate, He is damn sure your partner.

I have few friends who have this kind of list. What do you call it? Characteristic or some what. They want in a partner, for example, long hair, sexy, wear mini skirts, hot, six pack, etc, etc. IN YOUR DREAMS! WAKE UP lah people!! Please... stop it.

Don't be too demanding, as it aint gonna come true. Think realistic. Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.

oops, kalau tak ada pun, jangan lah choosy sangat

So Near, Yet So Far

2009-04-17T14:37:00.003+08:00

nikky

and my best gurlfrens

hazie and dyann

13 APRIL 2009

nice meeting both of u

after some time

and before my nightmares,

about to come

love u girls,

a LOT

and gud luck!

cuti sumpah ronggeng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET A LIFE (1)

2009-04-17T14:24:00.004+08:00

Like my bestest friend, JEHAN said;
'Macam takde kain sendiri nak kene jaga kain orang lain'

Like my good friend, NAZREENA said;

'Their life is other people's life'

AND THERE HE WAS

2009-03-27T20:39:00.005+08:00

How could I not see,
He is the one
The one who is close to me
Whom I share my stories with
Known him quite some time
Ever since I was with my ex
He was there all along

Being there by my side
All the time
With no complaints
And never did give up
Still standing
Giving shoulder for me to cry on
He was there

How could I not realized that
I've wasted my time
Searching for someone
That could open my heart
Knock on the door
And said,
'I'm the one you're looking for'
I seacrh, and search and search
And keep on searching
I never realized
He was there all along

He, who always listen
He, who always care
He, who always there
Every moment
Every second
Every minute
Every hour
When I need him
He was always there

Then, I realized
All this while
He treated me differently
Since I told him
'I will never fall in love to a friend'
From the start
From the very beginning
He never treated me like a friend
Friends don't do like what you did, sayang
I noticed that
And he always said
'I treat you differently,
not like other girls'
That was a hint
You were trying
Hard
To have
From the very start
But I did not see that

You know,
How much I hate guys
You know,
I do not trust any guys
After what had happen to me
I treated guys, including you
Badly
That I hurt some of them
Because I don't see
Why guys should be treated nicely
My ego had raisen up to 98%
That a guy said to me;
'Ego tinggi mcm everest'
But..
You had proved
You tried
You never give up
Until one day
I realized
Why are you doing this
All the good things?
You are willing to do anything for me

I was looking for someone,

And There He Was

My Guardian Angel

2009-03-27T18:58:00.005+08:00

March 20, 2009

To Ika, with 3/4 love.

This video is dedicated to my dear Ika . Why lah kan ? Because , hehe .. Maybe i tak pverform this song during our dinner nanti . And i promised i would dedicate it to her. So im sorry okay . Dedicate kat sini pon alright apa ?! Its only 3/4 coz the battery went dead . Malas lah nak record banyak kali . Hehe.

KAU YANG PUNYA

2009-03-23T03:11:00.005+08:00

Jangan kau bimbang sayang,

Di mana ku berada,

Dengan siapa ku bersama,

Jangan bimbang,

Ku tetap kau yang punya.

im yours.

1st MARCH 2009

2009-03-23T01:44:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IKA

Jehan's post:

Dear bestfren,its 12 am already in Canberra..so its already 1st March.hey.. Happy birthday syg!May this year ahead brings u d happiness that u have ever wanted..May u find a person that gives u d best love in d world..May u become a success accounting student..May God bless u always..n May our friendship last forever..sorry for not being there in ur special day..u know i really want to do so, kan2?just some wishes from me here..ckup kannn??btw, i know he will make ur day dear..sorry about the cake..tot of giving u a lil surprise..spoilt la abg tuh anta kek awl sgt..till here babe..hope aku still dpt tgu smpai kol 3 nk wish kau waktu msia..enjoy ur day..

p/s : i love u

Jehan's message:

Happy Birthday syg.. Sory smlm aku tetdo while tgu kol 3. Hope u hv a great day. Bce blog aku k nty. Love u!

He made my day

Dunia Adil atau Tak?

2009-02-05T01:00:00.003+08:00

Who says yes and who says no?

From what I see, of course, NOT! Even I know my mom would agree with me. This is our conversation;

IKA: Mama, dunia ni adil tak?

MAMA: Huh, dunia susah la nak adil. Even Pak Lah pun payah nak adil.

IKA: So, dunia tak adil la kan?

MAMA: Yela. Pak Lah bersungguh nak bagi negara adil. Tapi still banyak pihak tak puas hati. Belah ni cakap tak setuju. Belah tu cakap tak adil. Belah lain setuju. Itu baru pemimpin negara. Apa lagi pemimpin rumah? Hok ni cakap sayang yang tu lebih. Hok tu cakap tak kesah pasal dia. (with some laughing effect from mama)

ABG ARAN: Tu la. Semua Ika je.

IKA: Jealous. =)

In my opinion, I would say dunia is tak adil. An easy example, the laws itself. Innocent people go to jail. The guilty one go free. How's that? Obviously not fair.

Based on the answers from one religious friend of my friend;

Dari segi hakikat, dunia ini adil sebab tuhan cipta sesuatu mesti ada alasan yang tersendiri. Contohnya, zina. Salahnya terletak pada perempuan kerana mereka yang mendatangkan kepada perbuatan tersebut. Mencuri, salahnya terletak pada lelaki kerana kebanyakan pencuri adalah golongan lelaki.

Dari segi insani, dunia ini berada dalam ketidakadilan sebab manusia yang menyebabkannya menjadi tidak adil. Contohnya, undang-undang itu sendiri. Refer to example i gave earlier.

Some parts may seem Dunia Adil. For example;

Girls like shopping. Boys like footballs.

Girls spend money for shopping. Boys spend money for ciggarette.

Girls can never have enough clothes, handbags, shoes and everything nice. (by Nisa)

Boys can never have enough girls.

However, there are more towards Dunia Tak Adil. For example;

Boys can smoke and still look good. Girls smoking? Seems so wrong.

Boys riding motorcycle, okay. Girls look so tak ayu riding motorcycle. (by Eric)

Boys can sleep for hours. Girls? 'Anak dara tak elok tidur lama-lama.'

Boys score in study though they make last minute study. Girls need to struggle to score.

Boys cheating on girls seem common. Girls cheating on boys? 'Wtf? Bitch!."

Boys are not always the first in academics, still they get good jobs, in fact even higher position than girls do.

Girls eventhough they achieve results with flying colours, they will still end up in the kitchen, doing housechores and producing babies.

As a conclusion, we can see Dunia from both side. We can conclude that Dunia is both adil and tak adil after all.

This topis is one example of argumentative topic. Very critical one. This is accordance with the subject BEL313 we have to go through. Finding the right conclusion is not easy. You have to be a critical thinker to find the right conclusion. You have to identify the claims, reasons, contentions, objections, premises and conclusion. So, try to find them in this topic. Good luck. =p

SWEET TALKER and GIVE HOPPER (hoper)

2009-02-03T02:52:00.005+08:00

5 Nov2007

A guy walked to a girl and said, "My heart's yours." But the girl ignored. Then the guy helped her when two robbers appear. She ignored him. Still, the guy gave her flowers. But she still ignored. The guy helped her to get what she wants. Still, he was invisible to her. Then, came a time when the girl fell sick because of heart disease, the guy gave her his heart, leaving behind a note saying that, "My heart belongs to you."

10 Jan 2008

I woke up this morning and I felt like I wasn't complete. I searched everywhere, looking for something that might have been taken away from me. My eyes are perfect, my hands-still two, legs-two, brain-left and right, ears-still there. But wait, there's only one heart? I asked everyone if they have seen the other heart of mine. But then I remembered, I gave my heart to you. And you gave me your other heart too, which I kept inside my present heart so that it'll be protected againts any harm. Let my heart gets scratched, but knowing that I'm protecting your heart, it will soon recover. I hope you'll take good care of my heart too. I love you baby and I miss you.

11 Feb 2008

I dreamnt of an angel, watching over me. Then my whole body shook, cause the angel told me that he was about to take me away to the world of eternity. But he granted me a final wish so that I could leave this world with a beautiful memory. I told him to watch over you when I'm gone, so that nothing could harm you, no bandit could touch you, no germs could infect you, or even knife could cut u. Then the angel smiled and told me that he'd do something else for me instead. He'd come again, and then the next time he comes, he'll take me for sure. But he'll put my soul and my heart inside yours right now so that I can be with you forever, less to worry about you because I'm inside you. Then he smiled and gone away. My love for you will never fade, sweety. And I'll always try to do the best to make you happy so that I can leave this world, knowing that you're happy with me.

22 Feb 2008

Sweet cakes could be killing, sweet melodies could be soothing, sweet drinks could be boring, but a sweet girl is the only one that could make me happy. Sweet dreams, I love you.

9 Mar 2008

A moment of pain is hard to forget, a moment of hardship is eternal, a moment of breakdown is painful, a moment of defeat is killing, but a moment of glory is priceless. Don't give up okay baby? Let hardship surpass you, as they are'nt forever. Just do your best and wait for the moment of glory, as it lasts till the end. Study smart, I love you baby. Goodnight.

10 Mar 2008

I'm infected by a really powerful virus. One that causes addiction, smiling while sleeping, kissing the picture of a person. I can't help it. I'm infected by you. You gave me the virus. I smiled when I'm sleeping cause I'm thinking of you, I kiss your pictures and I'm addicted to your love. I love you baby.

11 Mar 2008

A thousand dollars could be used to pay a worker. A stanza of poem could be written for a teacher. A basket of fruit could be given to a sick friend. All of this are the sign of love and gratitude. Still, there's not even a word, or any amount of money could be used to describe my eternal love to you. Cause there's more to it than what you can see. I love you baby and I miss you. Goodnight sweet dreams.

20 Mar 2008

I really love you. Even the stars can't reach the height of my love to you.

My love is not a lit candle, which will fade and eventually go out. My love is the shining sun. It'll continue on to shine until the end of time.

22 Mar 2008

You know that life's not complete if you're not happy. And without you, I can't be happy at all. Without you, I don't have anyone to think about when I'm lonely. Without you, I have no reason to go back to Shah Alam. Without you, there's no reason for me to live.

25 Mar 2008

Your smile never fades in my head, your warmth could be felt for a thousand years, my love for you is an eternal candle that stays deep in the core of my heart.

26 Mar 2008

Though days pass by, time goes ticking on, trees grow old. My love for you is always strong, stronger than any bond could be found in this world. Night baby, I love you.

6 Apr 2008

If I knew what would happen, I won't do things that might hurt you. I mean it.

22 Apr 2008

I have a girl. She's cute, sweet and actually the one I've been looking for. Having her by my side makes me happy, not because I love her. I actually don't love her. I tried thinking about it over and over again. How could I don't love her, but still miss her smiles like crazy every secind I'm away from her. You know who's that girl? She's the one reading this message right now. Let me tell you something, I've been thinking about it. 4 weeks I've been contemplating about us. I actually don't love you. You know why? Cause I love you soooooooooooooo veeryyy very very very really really really much!!

25 Apr 2008

An egg fell in love with a chilli sauce. But she knows that they couldn't possibly be together, as one is kept in a cabinet, while the other one is inside the fridge. One day, the egg was about to be cooked and Mr. Sauce decided to save his sweetheart. He jumped into the frying pan exactly when Ms. Egg was fried. He said "I'll be with you till the very end." And so, a delicious fried egg with sauce is finished. And Mr. Sauce kept his promise, as they were together till the very end of the cooker's stomach. I'll be with you till the end too, baby. Though not as Mr. Sauce.

10 May 2008

Knowing YOU, makes my worls go round, makes my heart melt down, makes my life shimmer beautifully.

Loving YOU, felt like lying in a bed of roses, felt like every day is always a red letter day, felt as if the world is only for us to own.

YOU are, the reason for me to smile, my knight in a shining armour, my one and only true love.

Thank YOU, for coming into my life, for being there for me, for everything.

12 May 2008

I went to the doctor yesterday. I told him I couldn't sleep, lost my appetite and lost my weight. His diagnosis revealed that this was serious. I'm suffering from acute-missing-you-all-day-long-syndrome. Now I'm hoping that I could meet my remedy, who's reading this message. I miss you.

27 May 2008

I've always been thinking about it, leaving this planet and live somewhere else with only you. Another planet, where there's only us. You and I. The long journey in the spaceship to find the new planet will be a journey of our lifetime, where all the magic happens. With no one to bother or problems to worry. And it is something to remember, thinking about living in the planet of ours with everything we ever needed takes me into our world where everything we dreamt of come true. And we'll live there for eternity, together, not thinking about obtaining anything else as we have the most precious thing in our lives; each other. I love you baby.

13 June 2008

I had my nightmares. Murderers, ghouls, suicide. But what I like most is one dream. It was a dream in a dream. One night, I had a bad nightmare. A very horryfing one. Kills me just thinking of it. I woke up sweating and breathing as fast as a 100meter sprinter's. But you were there beside me. You hugged me and said that it was just a nightmare and that you'll kiss them away. Though, that was only a dream, but I felt real and I woke up really happy to know that I was with my angel all this while. I love you.

24 June 2008

When you laugh, I hope you could see me laughing with you. When you cry, I hope you could fell me hugging you, comforting your soul. When you're down, I hope you could see me giving you my arm to raise you up again. When you're bored, I hope that you could hear me singing for you inside your head. When you're lonely, I hope that you could see me holding your hands all the time. And when you sleep, I hope you could feel me hugging you tight, close to me that you can hear my heartbeat-which is ran by the present of you in my life. I love you.

22 July 2008

Of course I won't leave you.

He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named

This is the only thing I like about my ex-boyfriend ---sweet talker :p
He was my walking dictionary and my bedtime stories too :)

Isn't it Ironic?

2009-02-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

Isn't it Ironic?

We ignore who ~~adores~~ us.

Adore who ~~ignores~~ us.

Love who ~~hurt~~ us.

And hurt who ~~love~~ us.

Yani

FRIEND and FOOTBALL

2009-02-01T16:53:00.009+08:00

FRIEND

When I am sad, you cheer me up,
When I am down, you raise me up,
When I am depressed, you make me smile,
When I am hurt, you comfort me,
When I have problems, you listen to them.

When I am happy, you share my happiness,
When I am successful, you celebrate my success,
When I am happily talking, you listen to my stories,
When I share secrets, you keep them safely.

When I feel lonely, you're there for me,
When I feel that I don't belong, you'll remind me that you are my friend,
Wherever I go, wherever I am, you are always by my side,
God sent a special gift to the world, and that is you,
You are my friend.

Wan Madihah Wan Mustafa
5 Sigma

FOOTBALL

You are known by everyone,

All over the world, your name is known,

Here and there no matter where you are,

You make people love you,

Hate you,

Cry and laugh because of you,

You have to perform if you want it,

You can't cheat because

everyone is watching you.

You are not alone but in a team.

If anything happens,

we will face it together,

People are willing to bet

with one another because of you.

Hard work and teamwork are

the keys to success,

You have 90 minutes,

The fever is here,

in the Germany World Cup 2006.

Yes, you are the beauty of football.

Muhammad Nazeef Muhammad Naser

5 Sigma

These two poems were published in SMKTTDI's school magazine, Sasteramas.

MARRIAGE

2009-02-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

This is a forwarded message I received during '1500 Hotlink SMS' season.

Before marriage,

HE: Yes. At last, it was so hard to wait.
SHE: Do you want me to leave???
HE: No! Don't ever think about it.
SHE: Do you love me?
HE: Of course.
SHE: Have you ever cheated on me???
HE: No!!! Why you even asking???
SHE: Will you kiss me???
HE: Yes!!!
SHE: Will you hit me???
HE: No way! I'm not that kind of person.
SHE: Can i trust you???
HE: Yes.
SHE: Dear.

After marriage,

Read from bottom to top.

INTRODUCTION

2009-02-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

Life is short.

This blog is like a my book I'd like to share with everyone -A book fill with journey of life, experiences, feelings and thoughts, relationships, love, friendships etc etc.

Because I have feelings. :)